Yesterday all over again. Repeat, repeat. I’m shut down. And I don’t know why?! Everything should be great, but I’m too tired, too sleepy and too confused to enjoy anything. And… I think I’m a bit in love fascinated with.. You know. Him. But I just can not be! I WILL NOT! I actually refuse to feel anything more than being friends with him. And you know why? Because I’ve been seriously in love with him before and I know he didn’t feel the same way about me then, and that it probably hasn’t changed a bit. But I still have hope. As always.
Whine - whine - whine. It’s like reading a Jane Austen book, I’m so sorry guys! How you doin’ loves?
